A Cat, A Boy & The Stars

I hope it's mine......

2009-03-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

Every time you smile,
I wish it was meant for me,

Every time you smile,
It hurts me inside,
To know that smile,
Could never be mine.

Every time you smile,
I wish it was meant for me,

Every time you smile,
I smile with you,
No matter how much it kills me inside,
That smile can never fade.

Each time you smile,
A star fell down from the sky,
Like tears falling down my cheek.

Each time you smile,
Rainbow appears after the rain,
Like tears flowing down my face.

Each time you smile,
Sweet taste melody sings,
Like tears filling in my eyes.

Each time you smile,
My heart aches,
To know it wasn't mine.

Each time you smile,
A knife cuts through,
My heart that's empty.

Each time you smile,
My heart skips a beat,
As if I'm going to die.

Every time you smile,
I'll smile with you,
No matter how much it hurts me,
Don't ever cry,
That pretty face of yours,
Smudge of tears,
Don't ever cry,
Oh don't you ever cry,
I'll cry with you,
As sun sets at the west,
As sun rises at the east,
As long as I can breathe,
As long as life can take me,
Don't you cry,
I won't ever see you cry,
Let me be the one,
The only one who bears the pain,
I'd rather,
And not you,

So, don't you cry,
That pretty face of yours,
Just smile,
Like sun shines through my darkness,
Just smile,
I miss your smile,
I want your smile,

I hope it's mine........

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to 가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐 by A&T

하와이

2009-03-15T15:14:00.010+08:00

Ahnyounghaseyo to all & welcome to my page.

As you all can see, this site is till under construction. I'm trying to link & post all my previous work here from myspace, so many apologize for having you to look at an empty page.

I'll update as soon as possible ok. Have a nice day ahead~

=)

Apologize

2007-11-11T04:39:00.000+08:00

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground,
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound,
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down, but wait......
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say.....

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late.....
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.....

I'd take another chance, take a fall,
Take a shot for you,
And I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothing new.....

I loved you with the fire red,
Now it's turning blue, and you say.....
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid.....

It's too late to apologize, it's too late.....
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late......
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground.....

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Apologize by Timbaland

Answers

2007-11-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

I will be the answer,
At the end of the line,
I will be there for you,
While you take the time,
In the burning of uncertainty,
I will be your solid ground,
I will hold the balance,
If you can't look down,

If it takes my whole life,
I won't break, I won't bend,
It will all be worth it,
Worth it in the end,
Cause I can only tell you what I know,
That I need you in my life,
When the stars have all gone out,
You'll still be burning so bright,

Cast me gently,
Into morning,
For the night has been unkind,
Take me to a,
Place so holy,
That I can wash this from my mind,
The memory of choosing not to fight,

If it takes my whole life,
I won't break, I won't bend,
It will all be worth it,
Worth it in the end,
'Cause I can only tell you what I know,
That I need you in my life,
When the stars have all burned out,
You'll still be burning so bright,

Cast me gently,
Into morning,
For the night has been unkind.....

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Step by Step by Tohoshinki

Emo

2007-10-31T18:49:00.000+08:00

Rain keeps on dripping,

I stay up late at night,

Thinking, wondering,

I cry myself to sleep,

Thinking of you,

I'm hungry yet I don't feel like eating,

Fullfilling my needs in love,

Seems to be way impossible,

Hold my hand tight,

And never let it go,

Hold my breath slowly,

And never let it stop,

Hold my promises always,

And never be gone,

I just feel like creep, creep, creep away,

Into the nights, dim light,

Recognize the voice and still,

I couldn't see the light.......

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Day by Day by As One

Love in the Ice

2007-10-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

It's not your fault those hands are cold,
Holding on to the hurts from the past,
Afraid to love someone,
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story,
Like ice, the heart that is hugged,
Slowly melts........

To be loved by someone or whoever,
It makes life shine like this,
If it was me,
I would make your heart once again,
Warm with eternal tenderness,

Fate's play,
Even if it makes your heart hurt,
At the end of the tear......

A stream of light,
Comes down from the dark,
We can know it......

We can feel the strong painful feeling,
A person's warmth.......

Sadness and loneliness that everyone has,
Looking for the place to recover,
Yes for you that place is here,
Don't worry don't hesitate anymore,
I will protect you......

Because it is a beautiful love as it is sad,
My heart,
Don't be afraid.....

This beautiful time as it is ephemeral,
Let you know of my mind,
Let you know of my love.....

To be loved by someone or whoever,
It makes life shine like this,
If it was me,
I would make your heart once again,
Warm with eternal tenderness.........

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Love In The Ice by TVXQ

Breathe

2007-10-27T22:42:00.001+08:00

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.
Is it over yet, in my head?
I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.
Is it over yet? I can't win.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.
Is it over yet? Let me in.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.......

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Breathe by Breaking Benjamin

Tonight

2007-07-22T09:42:00.001+08:00

Tonight,

I cry myself to sleep,

Scared of losing someone I love for the second time,

Fear that I'll be alone again,

Tonight,

I hug my teddy close to me,

Afraid that it will go away,

Go far far far away from me,

Tonight,

I hold up my prayers to God,

Hope that He'll hear it from above,

My wish that I don't want to sleep alone,

Tonight,

I felt so cold,

Knowing that no one is here to hug me close,

And hear my thoughts and share my feelings,

Tonight,

I'm covered and surrounded in darkness,

Wishing that lights can catch me before it's too late,

Too late for me to come back to life,

Tonight,

I feel as if my heart is about to stop beating,

Knowing that nothing last forever,

And life is as ever too short,

Tonight,

Every single memories come back to me,

Flashing right through my mind,

As if today is my last day,

Tonight,

Tonight......

Tonight I hope it's not my last,

Goodbye.

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Insa by Kim Jaejoong TVXQ

You, you & you!!!

2007-07-18T08:32:00.001+08:00

The first sight you gave me gives me the chill,

I felt warm inside I wonder why,

As if we are connected to each other in some way possible,

Leaving behind some thoughts for me to feel,

I'm kinda lost here so could you help me?

Give me a sign so that I know,

What's on your mind and I'll tell you what's on mine,

Your coldness gives me life,

As if I was born again but in a totally different manner,

Your gentle side amazed me,

You never fail to impress me although you didn't realise it,

Let me hold your hand and let's walk together side by side,

Leaving behind our problems and worries,don't look back,

There's something about you that captivate me deep inside,

Somehow or rather,I feel you,I know you,

We can spend hours just sit and talk or even stare at each others eyes,

Gazing through each other's thoughts,minds and souls,

As you are the only person who could possibly understand me.

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Somebody To Love by DBSK

Forever.......is that long?

2007-05-01T07:05:00.002+08:00

In the brightest hour of my darkest day,

I realized what is wrong with me,

Can't get over you,

Can't get through to you,

It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start,

Take these memories that are haunting me,

Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors,

He'll never forgive her,

Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever,

Sitting by a fire on a lonely night,

Hanging over from another good time,

With another girl,little dirty girl,

You should listen to this story of a life,

You're my heroine in this moment,

I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams,

All these drugs all these women,

I'm never forgiven this broken heart of mine,

One last kiss before I go,

Dry your tears, it is time to let you go

One last kiss.......

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Forever by Papa Roach

Who are you?

2007-04-26T10:50:00.000+08:00

He doesn't know he's dressed in guilt,

Leaving behind traces of lies for me to see,

Seeping from time to time decline,

What's the point of me choking when you're not even here,

Honey tell me something that you don't know,

Does lying makes you a better man than I am?

Cut your throat and give the children a show,

Don't even appologize for bleeding on my shirt,

Make me the ghost that you ever wanted,

So that you can't hurt me anymore,

How far can you tell if I still love you,

I gave away my heart to the one I called devil,

Throw away my soul and love for hell,

Leaving me here bleeding for life,

Drowning in tears and suffocate with fear,

Don't even understand me even if you try,

Hope is such a waste so dear let it be,

Just talk to me, let me know if you still hate me,

Being who I am and hear you cry,

That's what I do so baby goodbye......

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

Me, myself & I

2007-01-28T04:31:00.000+08:00

Just me and you,

In memory,

Feeling lost and incomplete,

That's all I have left,

Sitting in the dark,

I cry myself to sleep,

Tears and blood is my only lullaby,

Blades and painful memories is my only cure,

Life goes on as if it never ends,

So does the pain I bear all this while,

Love and sacrifice had caused my life,

Almost,so close yet so far,

Everytime I miss you,

Everytime I love you,

I'm dying,there's no more life in me,

No soul can live in a broken shell,

Fills with hatred and revenge,

Pieces of glasses shattered on the floor,

Due to the fragile heart I have,

Hallow as it seems because it's empty,

I wonder what were you thinking when I said I'll die for you,

Would you cry for me when I'm gone?

I wonder what did you feel when you saw me bleeding,

Would you stop me from dying?

I wonder what did you see when I say I love you,

Would you say that you love me too?

Loneliness eats me bit by bit,

Slowly yet it's enough to for me to know that you're no longer here with me,

I'm alone now all by myself,

Seems hard but I'll go through it,

Having you in my life before was a mistake,

A mistake that I couldn't regret,

A memory that I couldn't forget easily,

A story that I could not remember the ending......

cutekittycatz =)

* listening to Goodnight and Go by Imogen Heap